Dear blog,
Today 5/12/14 Friday – i'm writing this bcoz of the problem
that I'm facing right now..this week I’ve been through a biggest challenge in my life,
and I keep patient until now…to keep it cool..bcoz I don’t want to go crazy
cause of little stupid things..
Last night..my friend just fuck my life up..i thought he going
to understand on my situation. But he put more stress on me..i just don’t want to
get sympathize from anybody..i just want to keep my problem n solve it by myself
but..when he pressed me..it force me to tell everything to make him crystal on
my situation..and now..he is going to kick me out slowly..i know what is his
intention clearly..and what he is going to do to me…so, i already had a backup
plan for that..and i'm ready for anything happen onwards..
The story begins, this problem start on my convocation
day..the convocation goes well until I lost my wallet..before I came to DATC
for convocation..i bring my bag pack..that i'm usually use…in that bag contain ‘working
vest’ ‘bow tie’ ‘locker key’ (coz I work as waiter at soleil hotel) ‘expensive Arabic
perfume’ (given by someone special) and ofcoz my wallet contain ‘ID card’ ‘bank
cards’ ‘amount of money’ (i doesn’t really care bout it..coz not a large amount
of it) ‘rapidKL card’ (important bcoz they give 20% less when u ride rapid bus..hahahahaha)..
that bag I put in a convocation’s bag that same to all of the graduates
When we r finished the ceremony..i went out of the hall to
get to my family and capture these special moment of my life..my convocation’s
bag, I put at my grandma side..then my family, my friends and I took picture
together..then when I turn to take that bag..its already gone.. at that time
only left azie, fay, mimi, kiera n her fiancé afai n me.. afai n kiera waitin'
for me to go back..and same goes to my family..they r waitin' for me to go
back home...but me, azie, fay n mimi still searching for that fucking stupid bag
until dawn..we go to the university police tent and ask them whether they found
anything or someone return anything…but unfortunately they said.. “We received nothing
and we don’t found anything or someone belonging” then..after that, we make a
report on that case at university police office..but then they said again.. “u
must make a genuine police report instead of report here” …then I was thinking “so..i
came here just wasting my time for this fcking stupid report”…after that I called
my mum.. she said “we already at the highway to go back” (actually they don’t
know the way to go back..but they just go and follow the sign board..actually
its my responsible to send them and lead their way to go back) I feel so guilty
towards my family.. at that time azie keep asking me “why u don’t crying?..if
i'm in your shoe right now..I'm already crying, bcoz my stuffs gone missing..but
u can still laughing” and I said “I don’t know..maybe the things already happened..however
I crying until blood tears, I just can’t get my things back”..so after that
afai n kiera send us home..
So next day..i make a lodge report about that case again..to
get the official report..and next day I went to national registration
department to make my ID..but unfortunately they said I need to pay 300myr for
3rd time of missing id..bcoz this is my 3rd time of missing
id(hehehe)...so I decide to cash my wages cheque 1st then I can pay
for id processing and after that I can make all my bank cards…but yesterday the
bank called me and they said “mr khairul, we want to reconfirm ur name on this
cheque and ur name on id card is that correct?..bcoz we found that ur name on
cheque not same with ur id card..u can take ur return cheque by tomorrow then
ask ur company to reissued ur cheque back”…my head keep saying “adoiiii…ape lgi ni”…on that night (means last night) my friend msg me said that “I don’t want to pick
a fight with anyone but each of us have our own commitment hope u can settle
down ur house rental a.s.a.p..u should have a sympathize to our housemate”(more or
less of his msg but the meant still there)…and I immediately tell him
everything..including how much is my wages and how much debt that I need to pay…bcoz
I know it’s my responsibilities to pay rent in early of the month..before this, I
pay rental without delay or hold for 2 or 3 days…but now I need to hold that
payment bcoz something bad happened to me that u need to understand my
situation..the situation is my cheque cannot convert to cash yet due to 'wrong name spell' ..so
be patient la..
And now he is going to kick me out slowly bcoz I tell him
everything that hppend to me that is my wages only 400myr ++..i need to make my
ID 250myr(on above I said 300myr right?..bcoz I’m begging to the national
registration dept to decrease the price so they cut 50myr).. then I need to pay
rental 120myr(they ask for 220myr..but one of my housemate have debt 100myr that
she borrowed from me so I give her 120myr + her debt 100myr = 220myr)..then I need
to pay afai debt 50myr n korent debt 20myr..it will be negative from my
wages..that I need to borrow from someone to pay the all those debt..
So today one of my housemate said that I need to move to the
other room..bcoz my another housemate wanna stay with my friend in 1 room….so I
‘get it’ now…in my rental house there were 5 of us..3 rooms..
So feel a bit aggrieved with his attitude..its ok..i’ll
make a backup plan for that..bcoz same goes to me…I don't wanna pick a fight with
anyone..if I can avoid it….i'll avoid it..thats all…
P/S
: sorry for bad grammar, bad words and harsh words..
Your
Sincerely :
kylerul
